Even if it hurts your neck.
I know it's gonna break mine, god I've been looking down for years. But I think today felt good, I mean I missed my first class cause I freaking forgot my schedule at home in the wave of rushing this morning. I had to walk in the morning chill to Sagtikos and go to the computer lab to print it out. By the time I did that I was already like 20 minutes late so I just decided to stay there and read the new york times online.
The beginning of a slide starts here.
Monday, January 26, 2009
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Sanrio!
Listening to Sherwood
Apparently Last.fm feels as if this band is a good match for me? And why is that? Because they happen to be a bunch of sentimental guys with guitars, short hair, and fitted blazers? Ha, they're not too bad. Makes me feel about what I'm going to do with my music. I saw City and Colour the other day at the Bowery Ballroom. Alone actually. Which isn't actually all that bad to do.
Perhaps thats maturity.
Being able to go places by yourself, with only the company of your own head. I think it takes a lot to grow accustomed to the voice in your head and to actually enjoy it's company. Well, Dallas Green had the most amazing voice ever, as usual. He has three other scraggly guys in his band now? I remember just listening to him when it was him, an acoustic, and boiling talent. I mean, normally I would be really dissapointed because sometimes it's really difficult to find complimenting sounds to work with. Trust me I know. A lot goes into account. Personality, stubbornness, talent, determination, resources, flexibility and compatibility. That's probably why it's taking me so long to find someone to play with.
That and my nervousness.
Which is definately going to get in the way of playing shows and such haha. I mean rock band can only bring my confidence level up but so much. Even when new people come around to hear Toshiya's Tumor play(Osiris, Theresa and my band in rockband lol), I feel my throat clam up a bit. Gawd... Gotta get over this somehow. I think there's a lot of confidence issues I've gotta get over still. I mean yeah, I can finally go places by myself and still enjoy myself. But that probably should have happened two years ago.
Whatever
Apparently Last.fm feels as if this band is a good match for me? And why is that? Because they happen to be a bunch of sentimental guys with guitars, short hair, and fitted blazers? Ha, they're not too bad. Makes me feel about what I'm going to do with my music. I saw City and Colour the other day at the Bowery Ballroom. Alone actually. Which isn't actually all that bad to do.
Perhaps thats maturity.
Being able to go places by yourself, with only the company of your own head. I think it takes a lot to grow accustomed to the voice in your head and to actually enjoy it's company. Well, Dallas Green had the most amazing voice ever, as usual. He has three other scraggly guys in his band now? I remember just listening to him when it was him, an acoustic, and boiling talent. I mean, normally I would be really dissapointed because sometimes it's really difficult to find complimenting sounds to work with. Trust me I know. A lot goes into account. Personality, stubbornness, talent, determination, resources, flexibility and compatibility. That's probably why it's taking me so long to find someone to play with.
That and my nervousness.
Which is definately going to get in the way of playing shows and such haha. I mean rock band can only bring my confidence level up but so much. Even when new people come around to hear Toshiya's Tumor play(Osiris, Theresa and my band in rockband lol), I feel my throat clam up a bit. Gawd... Gotta get over this somehow. I think there's a lot of confidence issues I've gotta get over still. I mean yeah, I can finally go places by myself and still enjoy myself. But that probably should have happened two years ago.
Whatever
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Back on this Block.
All the girls I've known are crying.
Cut copy, feel the love. It's a bit hard to do it right now, but the music helps. I really love this song. They're gonna be playing at Terminal 5 sometime in march, I hope nothing comes up and I can go. Right now I should be calling Priscilla so we can go to Sushi park... which I don't think is gonna happen. Having time on your hands makes you think. And within these three hours I've decided perhaps it's not a good idea to head over to Sushi park this week.
Financially instable isn't quite the word.
I'll think of the correct term soon enough. It will be imprinted on my forehead soon I'm sure. I mean I've got to somehow come up with all this money every month. I think I understand how women become prostitutes. For god sakes I googled "night clubs". My senses kicked in and I switched tabs. Notice "switch tabs" not "closed tab".
When Islands want to coast they'll know how.
I hope.
Cut copy, feel the love. It's a bit hard to do it right now, but the music helps. I really love this song. They're gonna be playing at Terminal 5 sometime in march, I hope nothing comes up and I can go. Right now I should be calling Priscilla so we can go to Sushi park... which I don't think is gonna happen. Having time on your hands makes you think. And within these three hours I've decided perhaps it's not a good idea to head over to Sushi park this week.
Financially instable isn't quite the word.
I'll think of the correct term soon enough. It will be imprinted on my forehead soon I'm sure. I mean I've got to somehow come up with all this money every month. I think I understand how women become prostitutes. For god sakes I googled "night clubs". My senses kicked in and I switched tabs. Notice "switch tabs" not "closed tab".
When Islands want to coast they'll know how.
I hope.
Friday, January 2, 2009
Shall the door be broken down!
Says OhNine in a thunder.
And there's me hiding behind it's beefy legs. The holidays seemed to have passed by so quickly this year. There were no pictures or anything to really hold in the memories.Of course I do need to remember that my family really is falling out of the holiday-of-any-sort spirit. I remember as a child getting all dressed up, going out to see family, taking pictures, licking the icing off a christmas cake. But this year was quite different. Music as played quietly, most of the time I wasn't home. Either due to work or hanging out with friends(because friends are usually more interesting). My sister came over with my niece and nephew and it was as if they were just stopping by to be courteous. I don't know, they are busy people. They have places to go.
Like me.
I guess I can start to get myself ready for actually getting someplace worth while. I think they call them "resolutions". I can't say I've made any though, more like recycled ones from last year. Going Green! I do really want to lose weight and tone up. I wish I were more flexible. I hope I can get into shape without looking manly... which I think I have a problem with doing. I also want to grow my hair out loong, mid-back perhaps. I want to try and not be late for work anymore, or at least no more than like 5 minutes late(which no one pays attention to). Add class to that as well. It is difficult not to be late... I mean I have no car of my own, or older person willing to drive me to work or school. I mean I used to have Adam, but that's done now. I hate calling taxis because it's just sooo much money for so much inconvieniance. I mean at least a bus is only a dollar, I think I can handle some inconvieniance with a dollar... I also want to raise my gpa to a 3.2... then I want to pay all my bills every month... and save up to study aboard in quebec over the summer.
I think there's more.
Oh god is that depressing. But I wonder, what constitutes a new years resolution? Because I'm wondering if some of those things are actually resolutions. Are they just supposed to be goals?
ah whatever.
And there's me hiding behind it's beefy legs. The holidays seemed to have passed by so quickly this year. There were no pictures or anything to really hold in the memories.Of course I do need to remember that my family really is falling out of the holiday-of-any-sort spirit. I remember as a child getting all dressed up, going out to see family, taking pictures, licking the icing off a christmas cake. But this year was quite different. Music as played quietly, most of the time I wasn't home. Either due to work or hanging out with friends(because friends are usually more interesting). My sister came over with my niece and nephew and it was as if they were just stopping by to be courteous. I don't know, they are busy people. They have places to go.
Like me.
I guess I can start to get myself ready for actually getting someplace worth while. I think they call them "resolutions". I can't say I've made any though, more like recycled ones from last year. Going Green! I do really want to lose weight and tone up. I wish I were more flexible. I hope I can get into shape without looking manly... which I think I have a problem with doing. I also want to grow my hair out loong, mid-back perhaps. I want to try and not be late for work anymore, or at least no more than like 5 minutes late(which no one pays attention to). Add class to that as well. It is difficult not to be late... I mean I have no car of my own, or older person willing to drive me to work or school. I mean I used to have Adam, but that's done now. I hate calling taxis because it's just sooo much money for so much inconvieniance. I mean at least a bus is only a dollar, I think I can handle some inconvieniance with a dollar... I also want to raise my gpa to a 3.2... then I want to pay all my bills every month... and save up to study aboard in quebec over the summer.
I think there's more.
Oh god is that depressing. But I wonder, what constitutes a new years resolution? Because I'm wondering if some of those things are actually resolutions. Are they just supposed to be goals?
ah whatever.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Full glass of Champange
Oh what to do.
Oh nine? This year actually does feel a little different than last year. That other year when the new year rolled around I think I hardly felt the hours go by.
Oh nine? This year actually does feel a little different than last year. That other year when the new year rolled around I think I hardly felt the hours go by.
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