Irregularities

In a one month cycle
I know that I should be more informed when it comes to the motions of my inner systems. Ha, that or I've been seriously disillusioned by summer school health class. Sometimes I really do regret taking Health during the summer, I was always sweaty and tired and irritated. Plus I don't believe I actually ever learned anything in that class. Anyway, I'm just a bit annoyed with myself these days and the fact that my uterus can't seem to hold itself together for the damn 20 something days it's supposed to, really just adds to the pile of stress.
I feel as if I'm always annoyed of myself.
There's news for ya. Lets take this analysis step by step shall we? Right now I'm sitting in my sisters room using her computer, like I have been for the past 2 and a half weeks because the charger for my laptop is broken and I don't exactly have the money to get another one. So now I've got these curfews on how long I can be online and whatnot. Which is fair I know, it is her computer and I really shouldn't be sitting at a computer for hours at a time anyway. But now I feel this detachment from the world and everyone I know. I feel as if I haven't seen so many of my friends for weeks now. Not to say that the computer is the only way we communicate with each other, but since February 2nd I haven't had any phone service either. To my comforting grace, I've only gotten four text messages since that time. Am I really this alone? I feel myself slipping back into this vampish self-awareness. I'm lonely, I'm bored, and I'm not very productive either. I've been looking for a job ever since the beginning of Janurary and I couldn't tell you how many job applications I've put out. I have no money whatsoever.
There adds to the many annoyances of this era.
At least there's some good news. I've finally gotten hired at Sears as a shoe sales associate. Which sucks. I'm gonna be working off commision, which some guy Paul told me I'd be making more money than being a cashier. It's really unfortunate that I don't work at Forever 21 anymore, making 10.50 and all was really nice. I was supposed to have an interview at Shop Rite but that never happened. I don't even want to get into the irritation caused from that day. I had an interview today at Arbors Islandia, it's a living residence, and I'm pretty sure I'm hired. I have to get two references and then I'll be set up for a physical exam and a tuberculosis shot. Weird. Then orientation. I'm supposed to get a drug test tomorrow after school for my Sears job, after the results get in there I'll be up for orientation. My god, so much nonsense. I've never had to deal with all this at my other four jobs. I don't get it.
PLUS
My mom hasn't come back from New Mexico yet. So I haven't gotten my birth certificate fixed... it is truly useless to me. But just recently I found I could probably bring either my sister or grandmother to Town Hall in Islip and get a court order to say that they can help me get my birth certificate. So I'm gonna be trying hard for that. It's a little over 200 dollars, which is ridiculous but I really need this taken care of. I mean my sister has her liscense now. I don't even have my permit yet. I also need to take care of my financial aid situation, get this letter notarized and bring it back to the financial aid office. I'll do that tomorrow. From there hopefully shit will get on it's way.
Jesus christ...
I swear, I hope nothing else goes wrong.